im back!!

well after what seemed ages the government has lifted its ban over blogspot.but i'd stopped blogging way before that.i kind of felt burnt out.out of ideas.the immense weight of expectations that my readers had placed on me took its toll i guess.hehe.what a joke.to be honest i just kind of fizzled out.now im back.lots has happened since i last blogged. wont bore anyone with the details cos not much excitement happened.so ill take it from the here and now.

ive decided to let my guard down a lil bit.loosen up a bit.my friend recently tried to nickname me the pope cos she felt i was too serious and goody goody.i never thought being goody goody was a bad thing but i guess now ive seen the light or darkness.so from now on ill be foolish, wilder, a bit cheap from time to time and more flirtatious.hehehe.cos i figured i wasnt getting any younger and time really is flying by.so might as well live a little bit in the moment.but i cant just let go of my serious side either so as a result ive decided to be serious,focused and boring during the day and let my darker side out during the nights. as for this blog ill be mixing it up.serious stuff,personel stuff etc etc..