wanted:inspiration

i need inspiration.lately i feel ive been going through the motions.ive been busy but i dont have much to show for what ive been upto.i want to feel high on life.i dont want my life to be mundane and routine based.i should be patient cos i know things will become really hectic pretty soon.its this interim period,this period of waiting that is driving me nuts.i have two projects going on right now.both seem to keep on dragging on and on cos a)theyre difficult projects and b)i dont want to rush things and mess things up.my livelihood depends on it.hehehe.plus my laziness kills me sometimes.this tendency of pushing things to tomorrow needs to end.plus i think i need to re-think this degenerate lifestyle i have going on right now.sleeping for five hours barely after 'socialising' every night does not result in productive work days.i dunno who came up with the concept play hard work hard.its bull.playing hard can only happen on the weekends.during the week its not happening at least for me.maybe im reverting back to my favorite pastime;making excuses!anyway im starting to feel a bit better now.ive given myself deadlines for both of my projects.two max three weeks.so heres to me being inspired,working hard,making money and going on a long deserved one week holiday to somewhere other than dubai or thailand.three weeks thats all i need to put in.three weeks!