Tuesday, May 17, 2005

day dreaming

this is the time of day when my mind seems to wander.its the time of year i guess.cos things are really hotting up fast.lahore summers are brutal and this year will be no different.when i was in college i used to think about taking the winter off and coming to pakistan and going back in summer courses instead.well those thoughts remained..thoughts and nothing ever happened.anyway thank god for mordern technology and a slightly better state of power supply.im rambling on cos im tired and am taking a break.sometimes i wish i could fast forward life sometimes i wish i could fast rewind life.i dont know why grass is greener on the other side but anyway lifes not bad.actually im having fun.i guess im a bit tired of having fun.hehe whatever that means.professionally i want to go 5 years ahead where im settled and growing.socially i want to go back five years when i was going off to college for one long party.i managed to sneak in some learning btw.nd life would be a bliss.but alas its impossible.but hey thats what days like these are for..day dreaming..

6 Comments:

Blogger KM said...

lol..ur whining about the summer and wanting to come back for the winter so reminded me of my time in lahore...the minute school let out for the summer id be packed for karachi...and winters i must agree are paradise in lahore!
cant wait till winter, havent been to lahore in ages!
and i suggest u reread this post, ur sounding hilariously confused!lol!

5:09 PM

 
Blogger Jerry shah said...

read what i said bt myself.hehe.its wierd.i thought i knew where i was going,who i was.but now anything goes.and i guess its all good.taking every day one by one.some will be fun and productive,some wont be.frankly i dont know what im saying.haha though i feel like crying lol.

10:44 PM

 
Blogger KM said...

hmmm...what ur suffering from is a clear cut case of 'life as a grown up'.lol...ur out of college and no more excuses to slack off...trust me..im due in december...my kid status expires then...and im shit scared!
dont stress, ur probably still getting used to being back at home.
routine fixes everything...or i hope it does...
notice im pacifying myself too.
oh smthing to cheer u up...
check out this blog, ull thank me.
www.lifemeansdrama.blogspot.com
my best friend's.

1:20 AM

 
Blogger Jerry shah said...

yeah ure right.it was tough settling back home and stuff.routine does help.thats for sure.its just that i feel im waiting for something to happen.i dont know what it is.i mean its difficult to explain but my philosophy is that when it'll happen it will.till then one must get on with life.btw ure friends blog is amazing.and thanks for telling me about it.:)

11:58 AM

 
Blogger kAy said...

thanx jarrar for what you saidon my blog-
waisay reading this post of yours...its people like you who say thing like "socially i want to go back five years when i was going off to college for one long party" thats makes me cling on to everyday of my college life while im living it-
thanx for reinforcing it- ;)

1:19 PM

 
Blogger KM said...

lol..its all good.
and i knw what u mean, about the waiting part...
im glad u liked kAy's blog.it has a feel good quality to it.
will wait for ur next post b4 commenting again cuz this is fast turning into a chat room.lol.
:P

2:07 PM

 

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