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during the heat of todays afternoon i came up with a little exercise to keep me engaged..i had a pen in my hand doing nothing in particular.so i decided to write words that came to my mind.i stopped soon enough cos i was coming up with words that were deflating to say the least..heres the short list i came up with
Bored
Amazed
Frustrated
Struggle
Endearing
Restless
Pragmatic
Dogmatic
Lingering
Tasty
Spiteful.

on the whole reflects me in a morbid mood. this weird exercise has reinforced the belief ive been nursing for a couple of days..i need a break...a short vacation..but alas that cant happen..
i dont like waiting..i dont like waiting for the inventory to arrive..hate waiting for the electrician to come and fix up some wires..hate waiting for the software guy to work out some kinks in the computer and so on and so on...hate not being in control!..btw not all doom and gloom.though my showrooms not entirely ready ive kind off opened the shutters and have started registering sales..mashallah sey!the whole morbidity im sufferring from is due to this showroom..like i said before..im almost there just waiting for my suppliers/electricians/carpenters etc to finish!!then ill be in control!!and only then can i start thinking of taking a break...ive heard sri lanka doesnt require a visa..the only country left where we can go visaless.hehe